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A Bad Day!

There are days when you are full of energy. Full of enthusiasm, like the best version of yourself. But apparently not all days are meant for you to be happy. I am talking about the days when we feel 'Why even I woke up today?' , The days when we start questioning the very abilities we posses, the days when every thing you try fix goes on getting worse. I hope everybody has these days, And I had such a day recently.

With every failure of the day I try to keep myself up by saying 'Chill, this is not a big deal'. And these not so big deals start pilling up on each other. At mid day I am succumbed under the pressure of such mountain of Big deals. And then I just give up. I just give up the hope that something might cheer me up in this very day. Very opposite of my nature, yet these shadows of negative energy cause me feel like a loser.



You avoid people you care. You ignore doing important things, just cause you are afraid that even they will get fucked up. You start recalling all the mistakes of your life, you start missing those moments which you adored once. and most importantly, you just expect that the clock would run faster, cause you want the day to end. You just wish, that things would be finer the next day. The only hope of the day.

Wanna know a secret? That doesn't work in this way. It will keep happening till you find the root cause of these bad day scenario. I found mine, a single thing which kept going wrong created a series of bad days. And I just didn't knew that, or may be I just didn't want to accept the fact that such thing would matter to me. And this ignorance triggered the way I see at things. Is it possible to change that?That's another story.
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